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  • 1st Dec, 2013 at 1:13 PM

i have that ardent obsession in making a list of things.. bear with me. 

UPDATED: 18 January 2009

COMPLETED JDRAMAS/JMOVIES
1 Litre no Namida [1リットルの涙]
Akechi Kogoro VS Kindaichi Kosuke [] - SP
Attention Please - Yoko, Hawaii ni Tobu [アテンションプリーズ - 洋子、ハワイに飛ぶ] - SP
Attention Please [アテンションプリーズ]
Big Money! [ビッグマネー!]
Byakkotai [白虎隊] - SP  

CHANGE
CODE BLUE [ コード・ブルー]
Dandori [ダンドリ]
Death Note - The Last Name [デスノート- ] - movie
Death Note [デスノート] - movie
Division 1 - 15 Sai no Blues [ディビジョン1 - 15歳のブルース]
Dragon Zakura [ドラゴン桜]
ENDLESS SHOCK 2005 - musical
First Kiss [ファースト・キス]
g@me. [ゲーム] - movie
*Ganges Gawa de Butterfly [ガンジス河でバタフライ ] - special
*Go - movie

Gokusen [ごくせん] - season 1
Gokusen [ごくせん] - season 1 SP
Gokusen [ごくせん] - season 2
Great Teacher Onizuka [グレート ティーチャー オニヅカ]
Great Teacher Onizuka [グレート ティーチャー オニヅカ] - movie
Great Teacher Onizuka [グレート ティーチャー オニヅカ] - SP
Hachimitsu to Clover [ハチミツとクローバー]
Hakusen Nagashi [白線流し]
Hana Yori Dango [花より男子] - season 1
Hana Yori Dango [花より男子] - season 2
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e [花ざかりの君たちへ]
Hero
Hero - movie
Hero - SP
*Ikebukuro West Gate Park [池袋ウエストゲートパーク]
*Ikebukuro West Gate Park [池袋ウエストゲートパーク] - SP

Kimi wa Pet [きみはペット ]
Kindaichi Shonen no Jikenbo - Kyuuketsuki Densetsu Satsujin Jiken [金田一少年の事件簿 - 吸血鬼伝説殺人事件] - SP
*Kisarazu Cat's Eye [木更津キャッツアイ]
Kurosagi [クロサギ]
Kurosagi [クロサギ] - movie

LIAR GAME [ライアーゲーム]
Long Love Letter [ロング・ラブレター]
Long Vacation [ロングバケーション]
Love to Eros [ラブとエロス]
Lunch no Joou [ランチの女王]

Majo no Jouken [魔女の条件]
Meitantei Conan: Kudo Shinichi he no Chosenjo [名探偵コナン- 工藤新一への挑戦状]
Mukodono 2003 [ムコ殿2003]
Mukodono! [ムコ殿]
My Boss, My Hero [マイ★ボス マイ★ヒーロー ]

NANA [ナナ] - movie
NANA [ナナ] - movie 2
Nobuta wo Produce [野ブタ。をプロデュース]
Nodame Cantabile [のだめカンタービレ]
Nodame Cantabile Shinshun Special in Europe [のだめカンタービレ 新春スペシャル IN ヨーロッパ] - SP

Propose Daisakusen - 14nen-goshi no Koi ni Eien wo Chikau Shunkan wa Otozuremasu ka? [プロポーズ大作戦 - 14年越しの恋に永遠を誓う瞬間は訪れますか?] - SP
Propose Daisakusen [プロポーズ大作戦]

Ringu ~Saishusho~ [リング~最終章~]
Robokon [] - movie
Romeo and Juliet [ロミオとジュリエット] - SP
Security Police [SP]
Security Police [SP] - SP
Seoul - movie
Shaberedomo Shaberedomo [しゃべれども しゃべれども] - movie
Shinobi: Heart Under Blade [] - movie
Shissou Dead Run [疾走特典] - movie
Stand Up!!
Strawberry on the Shortcake [ストロベリー・オンザ・ショートケーキ]
Suppli [サプリ]
Tatta Hitotsu no Koi [たったひとつの恋 ]
*Tiger & Dragon [タイガー&ドラゴン]
*Tiger & Dragon [タイガー&ドラゴン] - SP

Trick [トリック] - season 3
Trick [トリック] - season 3 SP
Utahime [歌姫]
Water Boys [ウォーターボーイズ] - movie
Yasuko to Kenji [ヤスコとケンジ]
Yonimo Kimyona Monogatari - 15th anniversary special edition - Mr. Imakiyo [世にも奇妙な物語 15周年の特別編 - イマキヨさん] - SP
Yonimo Kimyona Monogatari '06 Fall special edition - Kino Koen [世にも奇妙な物語 '06秋の特別編 - 昨日公園] - SP
Yuuki [ユウキ] - SP


TO WATCH

Akihabara@DEEP [アキハバラ@DEEP]
Ao no Honoo [青の炎] - movie
Azumi [あずみ] - movie
Boku no Imouto ni Koi wo Suru [僕は妹に恋をする] - movie
Densha Otoko [電車男]
Gachi Baka! [ガチバカ!]
Galileo [ガリレオ]
Gekidan Engimono - Car Radio ga Owareba [劇団演技者- カーラヂオが終われば]
Haikei, Chichiue-sama [拝啓、父上様]
Hakusen Nagashi ~Hatachi no Kaze [白線流し ~二十歳の風]
Hakusen Nagashi ~Jukyu no Haru [白線流し ~19の春]
Hakusen Nagashi ~Nijuugo-sai [白線流し ~二十五歳]
Hakusen Nagashi ~Tabidachi no Uta [白線流し ~旅立ちの詩]
Hakusen Nagashi Saishusho ~Yume Miru Goro wo Sugitemo [白線流し・最終章 ~夢見る頃を過ぎても]
Handoku!!! [ハンドク!!!]

Hard Luck Hero [] - movie
Hold Up Down [] - movie
*IDEN & TITY - movie
Iryu Team Medical Dragon [医龍 Team Medical Dragon] - season 1
Iryu Team Medical Dragon [医龍 Team Medical Dragon] - season 2
Kiiroi Namida [黄色い涙] - movie
*Kisarazu Cat's Eye: Nihon Series [木更津キャッツアイ: 日本シリーズ] - movie
Koi no Kara Sawagi Drama Special - Koe ga Furueru Onna [恋のから騒ぎドラマスペシャル - 声が震える女] - SP
Kou Kou Kyoushi 2003 [高校教師 2003]
Kuitan [喰いタン] - season 1
Kuitan [喰いタン] - season 1 SP
Last Friends [ラスト・フレンズ]
*Maiko Haaaan!!! [舞妓Haaaan!!!] - movie
Marathon [マラソン] - SP
*Mayonaka no Yaji-san Kita-san [真夜中の弥次さん喜多さん] - movie
Moto Kare [元カレ]
Natsu no Bouken Mystery - Kakure Karakuri [夏の冒険ミステリー 「カクレカラクリ」] - SP
Neverland [ネバーランド]
Niji wo Kakeru Ouhi [虹を架ける王妃 ] - SP
Ns' Aoi [Ns'あおい]
Orange Days [オレンジデイズ]
Papa to Musume no Nanokakan [パパとムスメの7日間]
Pika☆☆nchi Life is Hard Dakara Happy [ピカ☆☆ンチ Life is Hard だから Happy] - movie
Pika☆nchi Life is Hard Dakedo Happy [ピカ☆ンチ Life is Hard だけど Happy] - movie
Pride [プライド]
ROOKIES [ルーキーズ ]
Shikaotoko Aoniyoshi [鹿男あをによし]
Sore wa, Totsuzen, Arashi no you ni... [それは、突然、嵐のように…]
Sushi Oji [スシ王子!]
Swing Girls [スウィングガールズ] - movie
Taiyo no Uta [タイヨウのうた] - movie
Tokyo Tower [東京タワー] - movie
Yamada Taro Monogatari [山田太郎ものがたり]
Yan Papa [やんパパ]
Yukan Club [有閑倶楽部]


*Kudo Kankuro dramas
recommended (of various genres)

Nagase and/or YamaPi dramas

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I want to continue reading Berserk.
I want to continue re-watching Angel.
I want to continue re-watching Friends.
I want to continue watching House MD.
I want to watch a new drama this season. (multiple dramas, actually)
I mean, c'mon.. who am I missing? Toma, Eita, Mizushima Hiro, Goro, Kame (I said before that I'm interested in his Winter dorama. Now, why is that again?), Hiraoka Yuuta, Nakama Yukie, Higashi, Mabo, Tamaki Hiroshi.. Just a few ppl (and I might be missing a few more).. It's enough to make me bleed. *sigh*



but no. there's too much to do.......
*in a way, i am happy, i guess.. i haven't had these much to do since... uhnn.. i can't really remember.*

Oh.. and I haven't heard Shigotonin's song yet, yet. Loser much? I know.
I browsed [info]tokioteatime just now, and guess what? En and Sarah has 443251351351 TOKIO subbed goodness.. and I haven't had an inkling! Damn. I mean ROUND DVDs!? Damn.
I shall catch up. Just you ppl wait. *sigh*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... I saw the MS cap of Shigotonin's perf. And I am so dLing it right now.
My loserisity is extreme.

that's it. just dropping by.

3.. 2.. 1..

  • 2nd Jan, 2009 at 4:01 AM

Okaayyy...

Watching the countdown at 3 in the morning is not such a good idea.
I had to keep real quiet.
REAL quiet..

  • Was there always SO MUCH lip-syncing?
  • KinKi Kids RABU~ Hahaha.. Oh the flowers and the hug.. So shy yet so bold. ROTFL. 
  • Am I really so outdated? Uchi's back? Since when? Since just the countdown? I seem to read very little "OMG UCHI'S BACK!!!!" on my f-list.. Therefore causing me to think that he's been back earlier than just now. *scratches head* and Otokogumi's Daybreak~ whoo~ And everything else aside... he is dressed funny... even for a Johnny's event..
  • I like Arashi's Beautiful Days.. Well, not exactly "like" like.. Not White X'mas-like. It has a fun tune. Haha.. I have no idea what the lyrics are all about.. but the melody of some parts reminds me of Hana Uta.
  • Ohhhh~ Tsubasa flying solo.... He has funny hair. But he does look better compared to last year.
  • And V6, OLD MEN!!!! How can you still dance like that!? I hate the lot of you! LOL j/k
  • WTF!? And I SAY WTF HAPPENED TO SORAFUNE'S INTRO!? AGAIN. WTF.
  • Was that Taichi's Piano on wheels?......... Sorafune's chorus.. and Amagasa only? Whatever happened to sugar? I haven't seen a live perf of sugar. *throws a tantrum*
  • Ooooohh~ Amusing backdrop on Takki.. Tsubasa is still the better singer and dancer.. However, Takki is just as flawless as he always was.
  • Oh god.. I missed Daite Señorita! Pi's outfit and all that.. And LOL at Jin's failed seduction. And thanks for not making Gussan go through all that again! My eyes keep on diverting to Inocchi throughout that number.. You just can't hate the guy. CAN'T.
  • LOVE YOU ONLY Classic... haha
  • Kamen Budoukai by Tackey&.....Nicky. Uhuh.
  • Sakamoto@weeeek.. and Leader@Sukiyanen Osaka.. A big smile is now plastered on my face. Kinda like the time they sang Miso Soup. SUKIYANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! Leader, marry me!
  • AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. Watching Koichi and Nagase with Toraji Haiji last year was cute. Okada and Nagase in Seishun Amigo this year is priceless. Nagase stands out so much because he's wearing black and he's so tall. During the last few seconds.. I srsly thought Nagase and Okada are goofing off, ballroom dancing. Well, they were face to face and so close to each other.
  • OMGAHD. Who gave Mabo the scissors AGAIN!?
  • Taichi and Inocchi.. romancing each other.
  • Hmmn.. I don't know why.. but it seems like TOKIO and V6 are being treated as "special guests" already.. Hmmn..
  • I really really like Taguchi and Koki's current hairstyles.
  • The only closeup of Gussan I saw was in a frame with Nagase hugging MatsuJun in the foreground... right,
  • Okada spaced out during V6 interview.. nothing new there.
  • So little KinKi Kids. Hmph.

Overall, I think last year's countdown spoiled me too much.
This year's countdown was different.. having three venues and all.
That and no Toma and Higashiyama. They both have upcoming projects, why aren't they there!? Haha.
And very little KinKi Kids.
Rawr.

I'm really starting to like Kame again, I think. That White X'Mas PV must've hit me real hard. [info]lhukhe09  KASALANAN MO LAHAT ITO. LOL. He has a renewed air of maturity about him. Mahhh... I even want to watch his upcoming drama.

And I can say I'm not too bitter about Uchi's solo perf. In fact, I couldn't care much. Well, I mean, napagbigyan na ako kay Toma last year.. But it still hurts, tho... Ack. And there was my 4TOPS drama again. I want a fancam of Toma singing some lines of weeeek during NewS' concert with Pi's arm around him.. HAHAHAHA.


I want a last post before 2oo9 arrives

  • 31st Dec, 2008 at 11:55 PM

My last fandom memories of 2oo8..

Watching Kimura's Love and Honour
and Nagase's Sword of the Stranger..

Well, and seeing a hot picture of Mabo that I haven't seen before.. courtesy of my sister.. (who's angry at me for getting her back into the fandom.. *i'm not doing it on purpose.. i swear*)





Been a fun year, ppl!
Full of shit during the summer, of almost-getting-to-prisons, and almost-flunking-subjects...
You gotta love the hodge-podge life gives you.
And here I am, still no flunked grades, and still without a criminal record, thank you.

uhuh.

  • 28th Dec, 2008 at 2:34 PM

Ranking~ )
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Upper Echelon.. because I'm discriminating that way.. )
I swear.. Higashiyama is there... somewhere..
And HaseJun, and KazaPon.
LOL at most of the pictures. Wiki much?
I've taken this one before, I think.. but without the pictures.
Still no change for the top spots.
Oh Tomo, My Tomo..
And I am now able to rank TOKIO! Haha.
But I think, my ranking changes from time to time.
LOL. I still can't rank KinKi Kids, tho.
And Kimura and Okada kinda spearheaded their way through my rankings.
And Nakai, too!
(Now someone give me more SMAP material, so I can get to know the rest of them, too!)
Also, I realised, making me choose between Koki and Chinen gave me the creeps. LOL
Just look at their pictures!!

I finally was able to watch Kurosagi the Movie. Yey for me. Hahaha. I found the DVD while looking for available TOKIO's Amagasa in a local shop here... and I found myself not letting go of the DVD. I was afraid that the English subs are going to be horrible. But it actually is okay.
And movie-wise? Hmmmnnn... I'll give it a 6/10.

I believe Pi should be given high-on-crack roles like Akira, or Ken-zou for that matter. And not serious ones.
His serious glare makes lots of girls melt.. but IT DOESN'T CHANGE. Mreow.

And LOL. Those old men in RoK who're in the movie as well.. who are they again?

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS..

  • 16th Dec, 2008 at 9:45 AM

.. when I don't check LJ anymore.



SHIGOTONIN.
OMG.
MABO.. HIGASHI-CHAN.. TACCHON.. SINGING!!
DID I MENTION SINGING!?
NO, SRSLY... MATSUOKA.. HIGASHIYAMA.. OHKURA.

*stops abusing the shift button*


On other news..
NAGASE TOMOYA IN MTV UNPLUGGED.
HE WILL SING KNOCKIN' ON HEAVEN'S DOOR, SOME SONGS HE WROTE.. AND SOME TOKIO SONGS!
TOKIO SONGS..

*shift button complaining*


thanks to [info]to_ki_o 

Happy Birthday..

  • 7th Nov, 2008 at 7:41 PM

Out of your twenties, eh?

It must be a conspiracy..

  • 28th Oct, 2008 at 4:25 PM

Damn it.
What date is it today?
The 28th?

It's two days until the deadline of grade submissions, right?

Why, pray tell, is there only ONE grade posted still?

I have SIX subjects.. and for the past week and a half, only one of my professors is punctual enough to post grades!?
Oh well.. Why am I even surprised. During the dropping period a month ago, not one of them even posted our class standing..
Not that I've any intention of dropping any subject during those times. (Ituloy ang laban! Ha-ha.)


I've spoken to several other friends of mine. Their grades are either complete or almost so (only waiting for an elective subject or something.)

My grades are nothing to write home about.. But I, at least, want to lay my fears to rest.

Bagsak kung bagsak. Pucha.. Ilabas nyo lang ang grades ko!

On the worse side..
Less than a week ago.. It's enrolment again.
*sigh*

I wonder how the Okonomiyaki party@Lhukhe's going on?

Hmmmn..

  • 20th Oct, 2008 at 9:36 PM

My semestral break just started last Sunday..
And I still can't seem to get anything started..
Anything being all the 'fun' things I planned on doing once this tiresome semester ends.
I guess I'm still fidgety.. and am still having a hard time acknowledging a few facts of life
that was brought upon by noone but myself.

That aside..






House Season 5 Episode 4
Holy cow!
JAMES WILSON.. I NEED SOMEONE LIKE YOU IN MY LIFE.





On the other side of things..
I found it!
By accident, if anything..
Glass Rose..
The game with Mabo on its cover..

I wasn't really looking for it..
But I stopped at my tracks when I saw another customer holding it..
I wanted to buy it..
but it'll be stupid since I do not have a PS2 console.

Oohh! And thanks to [info]killer_jock  and your dear friend..
I have a few KinKi Kids albums and another TOKIO single to add up to my collection (not that it's anything to brag about)~

And [info]camr_jemr , [info]killer_jock , [info]lhukhe09 , [info]cathalina09 .. thanks for saving me an entire evening of having to mull by myself at home. LOL

sorry friends.. for being silent for the past weeks.


and for the sake of fandomness and randomness..
Higashiyama Noriyuki turned 42 almost a month ago.
I... still refuse to believe so, though...

I want a dog.

  • 8th Oct, 2008 at 10:43 AM

Well, I already have a dog... two dogs, actually.

But..
I want THIS kind of dog!
Not that I'll be able to have one.. but.. it's okay to dream sometime. LOL






They're just lil' white fur balls. And I find them absolutely adorable.




...
And they grow real big. And I mean really really BIG. (You know, like the dog Sanosuke 'picked up' in Rurouni Kenshin..)
Hahaha.. They're mountain dogs after all.





I'm not able to check up on my f-list again.. *sigh*
RL stings a lot right now.
But I still really want a dog like that.

2008 Ten Ball Championship

  • 29th Sep, 2008 at 7:59 PM

1st Day into the tourney, and one Filipino is sure to be knocked-out tomorrow. Thirteen.. down to twelve.
I know there's no conspiracy.
I've been trying to convince myself that ever since the 3 (or was it 4?) consecutive Filipino vs Filipino match-ups 3 years ago.
It just happens to be so..
They tell me that it's because of the sheer number of Filipino participants.. but hey.. there are just as many Chinese Taipei and American players, too.. and I don't see them being matched off against each other.. For sure there must be a... OK.. Let's not get into that..

Banares vs. Calasang in the loser's bracket, 3 PM tomorrow.


Ten Ball.. is kinda new to me. I still find it odd seeing the striped blue ball on the table. Haha..
And for some reason or other that I'd rather not comprehend..
(there was some sort of bloody 'misunderstanding' a few months back that explains our country's line-up for the inaugural 10 ball tourney. and I freakin' hope this will not be the case in the next 4 or so years.)
I look at the thirteen names and only 3 names ring a bell.

de Luna
Gabica
Manalo


How sad is that?
I'm not discrediting the other 10.. who knows? They might as well be dark horses as much as Ronnie Alcano have been when he won the championships 2 years back.
It's just that I feel that it seems incomplete without the usual names up there..

Reyes
Bustamante
Corteza
Pagulayan

Orcollo (rank #1)
Alcano
Luat
Lining


that freakin' bit Anthony said about the World Pool Champions on January better damn be true.

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14 years, huh?

  • 21st Sep, 2008 at 9:15 PM

Happy 14th Birthday, TOKIO.


It feels funny... greeting TOKIO like this.
It makes me feel like greeting my lil' bro (not that I have one), realizing that TOKIO's only almost 5 years younger than I am.
I miss the guys.
By "miss" I mean that I've been out of touch lately.

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FAILURE.

  • 3rd Sep, 2008 at 8:44 PM

I FAIL.
I mean I TOTALLY FAIL.



This is what happens when Sakuragi and Miyagi and Anzai-sensei, and Trowa and Wu Fei and Zechs eat you all up alive.
Tsk.
Flimsy excuse, I know.
But WTH.


Immensely talented ppl are very rare on this populated planet.
and it's even more amazing, when they're in the form of someone who's adorable, gorgeous, and still down-to-earth..
To the comedian that you are..
To the actor that you are..
To the soccer player that you are..
To the composer that you are..
To the arranger that you are..
To the musician that you are..
To the very person that you are..


Happy Birthday, Taichi.






forgive the non-LJ cut post with a non-thumbnailed picture.. (_naki is currently on a spread-the-Taichi-love-to-the-world mode)
(and I fail at finding updated pictures, too! But I wanted to use my own scans.. so..)




Slam Dunk!!

  • 1st Sep, 2008 at 7:33 PM

Three days ago, it was Gundam Wing..
This time around, it's Slam Dunk Manga.
I'm reading while waiting for the Wing ep dLs to finish.
LOL.



HAHAHA.

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Amagasa's PV

  • 31st Aug, 2008 at 8:50 PM

It's been awhile since they had a PV with totally NO musical instruments in it...

since LOVELOVE♡MANHATTAN, i think?


I totally fail at reading Japanese.. Is Amagasa's PV Mabo-directed?

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Creatures in the Dark..

  • 30th Aug, 2008 at 1:38 AM

I went out for a breeze..
Only to encounter three cockroaches, three lizards, a spider, a caterpillar-ish creature (not sure what it was, really), and a rat.
Insects irk me.. Spiders scare the shit outta me.. Caterpillar-ish creatures trigger my allergies.. and rats rushing past me ain't exactly my cup of tea. After a whole day of doing basically nothing, what a night I had.
I quickly retreated back to the safety that is my room.





I had no classes today, all Eng'g Faculty had some meeting in Subic.. and I only had Engineering classes.
It caused me to think that it's a saturday already. (Well, now it is, since it's almost 2 AM.)
I almost openend KH to wait for YasuKen.

Uhnn. What else?
Goooooooooooo TROWA!!!!!!

BECAUSE WING IS THAT AWESOME..

  • 29th Aug, 2008 at 10:31 PM

_naki's stalling all other downloads to give way to all 49 episodes of Gundam Wing.
ROTFL.
I know there are TONS of ppl whom I can borrow the DVD off (in any language I like.)
But I woke up this morning.. errr.. noon.. thinking, I want to re-watch Gundam Wing.. NOW NA. RIGHT NOW.
It maybe because of this... *sparked memories, eh?*


So there...






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dramas~ and then some more..

  • 29th Aug, 2008 at 12:57 AM

CODE BLUE o7
AIZAWA!! JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I HAD YOU ALL FIGURED OUT!!! ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...!!!!!!!
I dunno why.. despite not "figuring out" Aizawa, I can't call him a complicated person because of it.
(OK, I know why.. I just don't want to fully acknowledge it.)
Oh, and I really find Saejima real pretty... even when crying.

*goes to watch episode 8*


YasuKen o7
HAHAHAHAHA.. I knew it. I just knew it.
Anyways, I don't remember an instance before that a simple "Thank You." was able to make me feel all kilig~ (for lack of a more fitting word) inside.

from epidoe 5
I AM SO SHIPPING THEM.

I totally didn't understand a thing on next episode's preview.

Maou..
I'm late with Maou.
Will catch up soon (or late..)


HERO the Movie
I missed Kuryu!!
Hahaha.. Kimura's like a drug, damnit. (but maybe it's just CHANGE? CHANGE was like Nodame Cantabile.. it keeps me craving for more. Yet, the ending's so seemingly perfect, I don't want to ruin it with another season, an SP, or a movie. *sigh* I dunno what to think anymore.)
I was wondering what I should watch earlier today, and suddenly I thought,
"I need a Kimura something."
I was gonna start on Pride.. but..
My eyes can't handle too much waking hours this week. Well, actually it's erratic.
(_naki sleeping pattern this week.. 14hrs, 4 hrs, 13 hrs, 2.5 hrs.. )
Anyways, it took me awhile to connect things since it's been awhile since I watched the SP. LOL


Laundry
I miss Yosuke. Too bad he doesn't do dramas anymore.
Laundry's a sweet sweet story of how love can transcend all physical (and mental for that matter) hindrances.

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productiveness lvl = zero

  • 28th Aug, 2008 at 4:54 PM

Stolen from

[info]cess_chan and [info]charisma_doll..

 

So, tomo_naki, your LiveJournal reveals...



You are... 0% unique and 0% herdlike. When it comes to friends you are popular. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are keen to please. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is conventional.

Your overall weirdness is: 51

(The average level of weirdness is: 28.
You are weirder than 88% of other LJers.)

Find out what your weirdness level is!

 

I've also been playing around with this.. I'm obviously trying to avoid doing anything productive..

My style of writing is more masculine than feminine!?

Hnnn...

and then some more..

snagged from

[info]nostranger~

 

 

 

I can't relate to quite a lot of the questions.. did I really have no childhood?

I was bored.

  • 25th Aug, 2008 at 4:03 AM

I stayed away from the computer the whole day,
spending time reading a J. Grisham Novel..

Actually, I was watching YasuKen on KH the other night.
A third through the program,
I suddenly felt nauseous, and felt like I was gonna throw up any minute now..
It was so horrible I actually had to shut down the PC, and lay in bed.
I hated that feeling..
I'd do anything just to avoid vomiting.
Even, when I've had too much to eat, or drink,
I'd rather sleep through it, than throw up,
even if I know that it would help ease me.
Yeah, so anyways, back to what I was saying..

Around midnight, I finished the book,
I slept for more than 13 hours the night before,
so I wasn't sleepy, yet.
(YES, I can sleep like that occasionally, too!!
I surprise myself sometimes.)
and turned on my PC.
After my routine "internet checking"
I'm stuck with nothing to do.
My eyes felt tired.. but I didn't feel like sleeping.

I decided to watch the 20080817 SCP ep, instead.
I was longing for the TOKIO bits toward the end of the ep,
but I watched the whole thing from the start anyways..

Random thoughts.. One bullet per perf/interview..err.. something like that.

    * WHERE THE HELL IS MAYWOOD CALIFORNIA



Oh, and btw, did anyone else notice that Nagase shifted to the wrong chord
during the Cadence perf? It's around 12:41 in part 4 of the ep,
and around 2:18 in the Cadence-only file
(I got my files from
[info]tokioteatime.)
The look on his face after the wrong shift confirmed what I was thinking,
but I might as well be imagining it.
Of course, my ears could be wrong.
(And who knows what else, at 4 in the morning.)

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unheralded crisis

what do i do when my life suddenly turns up-side-down?
i face it.
well, i'll be damned if i can't turn it right-side-up
just like the way it used to be..
but what else could i have done?
hide my tail between my legs, run and cower in a corner,
and feel sorry for myself?
my feeling sorry for myself doesn't help any.
self pity is pretty disgusting, especially if you put into account
that you're actually very blessed.

i have a wonderful family--
two siblings that complement me;
and parents who never fail to amaze me
with their industriousness and understanding.
and we're pretty well-off.
financial troubles barely face my way.
add to that.. the many anchors I have.
i dunno if they realise that I'm not that strong..
i dunno if they realise that more often than not,
my boat did not capsize because they were there for me.
whether it's someone to talk to deeply,
or just throw idle banter to..
my friends anchor me until I reach the shore
to stably walk on my own again.
and I guess I can say that I've got a
pretty multi-faceted capable brain.
it's not bordering anywhere near genius,
but it is working above average, I guess.
i love math, i love english, and i love music.
and damn, i'm glad they somehow love me back
and work well with me.
because failure is something I never deal well with.
just.. don't make me do visual art,
i've long accepted my defeat in that field.

so, when i'm that blessed..
it really leaves little room for self-pity.
when i'm that blessed..
it's really a sin to be even thinking of complaining.
when i'm that blessed..
it makes me believe more than ever of god's existence.
and i damned well know that he loves me.. so very much.
when i'm that blessed..
i guess i better haul my ass off to do
something more productive than how i'm living my life now.
i better deliver as much as i am blessed with.
and yeah.. the guilt does get to me sometimes.

so, when my life turned up-side-down..
i dealt with it.
because i can only go forward..
i can't stand still,
and there's definitely no going back. no sir.
it's not gonna be over anytime soon..
but we'll get by.. just like we always do.
that much I know.





i miss..
.. my family.
.. playing the guitar like there's no tomorrow.
.. playing ntg.
.. playing ps.
.. hs life, and my compa family.
.. my family.
.. writing.
.. day-dreaming.
.. childhood.
.. my family.
.. my family..
yeah..